Anxiety Attack on my Birthday

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Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces?

Just like any normal day, I woke up early and checked my phone instantly. I read a few Birthday messages before I put on my head phones and listened to my favorite playlist. After a few songs, I went downstairs and my Dad greeted me happily and kissed me on the cheek. What a great way to start my Birthday. πŸ’˜

It made me so happy and I danced my way to the shower. Lol. 😁 After an hour of preparing, I left the house and silently hoped for a good day. We had lunch at Viking's in SM Marikina, my Birthday tradition. πŸ’“ I couldn't think of a better way to celebrate my Birthday than eating my happy heart out! 



I have been planning to watch Julia and Joshua's new movie, Love You to the Stars and Back but never got the chance because I've been so busy. So after eating lunch, I bought tickets to watch the movie and it was UH-MAH-ZEENG. To be honest, the first few parts of the movie made me cringe a little but later on the story got more and more intense and powerful. The movie had too much feels but I didn't want people to see that I'm crying so I held it all inside. I kept all my emotions inside like what I've been doing for the past month or so. (#HUGOT)

It took me an hour and a half to go to Pasig from SM Marikina (ugh, the traffic!) and it gave me an ample amount of time to contemplate and for all the emotions, feelings and whatnot to sink in. I tried not to cry for almost ten minutes when I started to feel anxious, my hands were so cold and I was sweating like bullets. My chest hurts and I was palpitating. After thirty minutes I was feeling nauseous and the left part of my chest was still hurting. I messaged my blogger/nurse friend, Charlene and told her everything that was happening to me including the thoughts and insights that I had in my mind before the incident happened inside the car.

She then, told me to relax and try to breathe deeply. She said that I might be having an anxiety attack and that's when all the tears rolled down. I breathed slowly but heavily, letting all the emotions out. I was still panicking because my chest hurt really bad so I messaged my friends and told them what was happening to me. I wanted to stop the car and buy water because I was feeling thirsty and dizzy too. I can't share yet what was the reason, but it has been bothering me for the longest time and I think, watching the movie triggered a part of me that I have been trying to suppress. Seeing happy couples, young people falling in love and realizing how big the world is made me so emotional. I could barely describe what I was feeling to my closest friends let alone write them down here, a week after. I honestly didn't realize that I was bottling up too much emotion inside that I had to break down like that....in a moving car..... but oh well, it was still a good day! Lol. 


When I got home, a Birthday cake was waiting for me along with a couple of gifts. I drank tons of water, put on my favorite Britney Spears jam and danced my anxiety and worries away. This is, after all, my 22nd Birthday. πŸ˜‰πŸ’› 

This Birthday week is truly one for the books! Here comes a hundred of thank yous. πŸ‘Έ Thank you to my co teachers for the red velvet cupcake! My favorite from Gigi's πŸ’ž


Thank you Salt Bakery MNL for the super yummy Hokey Pokey cupcakes, Salted Egg cupcakes, Malagos Chocolate Revel Bar, Lava Cookie and Brookie. They were absolutely delicious and a perfect gift for every sweet tooth like me! You may visit their store in Katipunan (FB Dela Rosa St. Katipunan Ave, Quezon City) or message 0998 565 2949! 😜



According to my friends, I am the most sweet-obsessed person they have ever met! And these photos can attest to that fact! Thank you from the bottom of my full heart, Kuriiing's Dessert and Pastries for all the goodies you sent me! I got half a dozen of chocolate cupcakes with icing, blueberry and yema cups, Oreo Cream Cheese cookies, cinnamon bread (round), leche flan in three flavors (chocolate, cream cheese and plain), cookies and cream graham float and of course, my favorite S'mores cookie cups!! πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’— Everything was so good especially the cookie cups that my pupils and I devoured during recess. πŸ˜‡ Their store is located in 121 Dona Nieves St. Brgy. San Isidro Angono, Rizal. You can message them here: 09263238238 so if you're from Rizal area and looking for a store to get customized cakes, cupcakes, desserts and pastries don't hesitate to contact them right away! :) Check their FB Page for more details.




For the ones (also like me!!! put your hands up!!!) who likes unicorn inspired-yummy cupcakes, moist bread and cookies make sure to check out Chichi's Pastries! The cookies were a huge hit for the kids (and teachers πŸ˜‚) too!!! :p The bread were so moist and absolutely delicious after heating them again in the oven, uggghh!! Heaven in my mouth!!! 😌😌😌  For orders and inquiries please message or viber 09175310210 or 09175100010 Check them out on Facebook!





I think by now it is pretty obvious that I am a complete and total FOODIE!!! And I think celebrating my Birthday in a food park describes me best!!! Thank you so much, Open Kitchen Food Park for accommodating me and my best friends. πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’• Oh the amount of calories I gained but, who's counting?! Lol. I ate so much food because everything was so good!! I certainly loved the ribs and gyoza, the bear beer, the takoyaki and the shawarma that I secretly hid in my purse. #TesleMoves πŸ˜‹ The place is so huge and super instagram-able! Perfect for barkada night outs, family dinners and even first dates! Lol. Hopefully when I come back....... just kidding!!! πŸ˜ƒ









My friends definitely enjoyed the acoustic singer....I mean, the performance!!! Hahahaha! Kidding aside, he was really good and even sang a few of my favorite songs! πŸ’– If you visit Open Kitchen Food Park in P. Tuazon, YOU HAVE TO TRY THE BEAR BEER (lemon is my new favorite beer flavor!!!!). And you also have to try the Thai Milk Tea flavored ice cream!!!! YUM YUM!!! πŸ˜€











Perfectly Matte by Avon PH + GIVEAWAY

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Three things I always have inside my bag or purse:

  1. Wallet
  2. Pepper Spray
  3. Lipstick

Vintage Love

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Vintage shoes are one of the most precious fashion staple that a woman can have because shoes can take you to the most beautiful places and it also represents that woman wearing it. Shoes can be a great way to express who we are, and what we stand for, In all honesty, wearing the right pair of shoes can make us feel confident, like we can conquer the world. ❤

Love is in the hair

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I have always wanted to try a lace front wig. I think it's very bold and brave to wear one especially here in the Philippines. :) If you love experimenting with different hair styles but afraid to ruin your natural hair then this one is definitely for you! I have been trying to achieve that long, wavy, shampoo commercial kind of hair but my hair is too short and I am honestly not an expert when it comes to hair styling. ✌πŸ’›

A Girl's New Best Friend

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Back then, people would always tease me because of my "girl mustache". They were (and sometimes, still are πŸ˜«) very visible. There was actually a point when I hated my genes because I grew up being "balbon" (hairy) and it's so hassle to have it waxed every month!! Good thing, I was introduced to this innovative, ingenious and brilliant product that is the Panasonic Beauty Facial Trimmer. Now, I can conveniently trim down my 'facial hair' and always make my brows on point! πŸ’―πŸ’―πŸ’― This is truly a staple product that every woman should have in her room! There are tons of amazing and ground breaking new products by Panasonic Beauty

The device is really easy to use and it's so handy that I can bring it anywhere! It has a unique and cute design to make the shaving chore a more enjoyable experience for women everyday. There are some great features in this facial trimmer. At first glance, it appears to be a regular pen, with a cute  trimmer tip and it also has a pink metallic body that I am absolutely in love with!!! ❤❤❤ #LovePink !!! πŸ’— It is slightly curved, making it easier to hold the device with your hands. At the top of the burgundy head is a narrow trimmer comb. The head of the trimmer moves with the curves and angles of your face making it a whole lot easier to trim excess hair on your face. What I love about the Panasonic Facial Trimmer is the fact that you can use it over make up. 

The package comes with two different comb attachments which gives you an option to groom your eyebrows and trim your facial hair. :) The comb actually trims your brows but it leaves behind a length of hair so that your brows still looks naturally beautiful. The two comb attachments can be easily snapped on and off for daily use.


Check their website for more info: www.panasonic.com.ph πŸ’žπŸ’ž#PanasonicBeauty #PanasonicPH #ILovePanasonic


Power To Transform with Cream Silk

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Cream Silk, the country's leader in hair care have recently launched their most beautiful transformation yet. Cream Silk launched their newest range of Customized Solutions, meant for Filipinas who likes to address their hair problems accordingly. πŸ’•

2nd Avenue Cooking Class #TesleTriesToCook

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For this month's #TesleTriesToCook (lol πŸ˜‚) I attended the 2nd Avenue Cooking Class just a couple of weeks ago! I love food and lately I've been trying to cook and practice my skills. (wow, skills?) Haha! I'm just happy there are people who supports my hobbies even the most crazy ones. :p

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