Formality

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Ola! Another outfit post! :)
So this outfit is inspired by my all time favorite hollywood actress Leighton Meester
who played as Blair Wardolf in the Gossip Girl Series. :)


Begin Again

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Ola! Finally, an outfit post again! :)
This is a simple get up I wore when I met up with my friends last friday. :) 

The coast is clear

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Hi! So this is my first official post as to 'blogging about my inner most thoughts'. You all are well aware of my sudden leave or break from blogging. But actually its not the blogging I had a break off. I'm hoping you guys are smart enough to figure that one out. ;) So anyway, I was in the car yesterday with my friends when I heard a random song (it was the first time I heard that song) and it made me think about all the events that happened in the past weeks. I didn't want to share that much regarding the break up issue but right now I wouldn't want to bother my friends with me calling, chatting and sending text messages just to share my thoughts and whats going on in my mind and whatnot. So here I am, blogging about it. :D

Last Wednesday night, I finally decided to start from scratch and just live my life in a different light.  It was hard because I didn't want to let go just yet but I know I have to. To be honest, I was desperate enough to move on which made me think of leaving town and transferring to another place, hoping that being geographically far from him was going to help me get better. It was just too much, unbearable and unbelievable the two perfect words to describe it. I will not be denying the fact that I cried and I didn't expect that I could ever cry that much in my entire life. The house helper had to bring me tylenol because I was literally crying too much. I have never felt that exhausted and melancholic ever in my life. For the past weeks, I appreciate all my family and friends' support and love. The attention that they're giving me was beyond my expectation. It is very heart warming to hear the people around you telling you how much you mean to them. That is why after crying a thousand river I decided to gather up all my strength and I finally had the courage to tell him that I wanna talk to him in person.

I was trembling and I felt nervous when I called him that night telling him to meet me so we can both get our stuff back from each other. I wrote him letters knowing that if I try to explain myself in front of him it would only lead us to a never ending battle. And so I wrote him letters, relating to all the stuff  I have of him. The items of me and him. Yes I would say it was a very dramatic and pathetic move but it was my own way of saying goodbye, thank you and...take everything back. ;) It was a sign of letting go.

The day came and I was completely melting. I didn't know what to say because everything I wanted to tell him was written in the letters. I managed to look into his eyes and I saw the good man I met more than a year ago. It made me realize that there is no other way of feeling better than choosing to let go. Choosing to look at the brighter side of the situation. I am angry no more. Honestly, I feel like a dart was removed from my sobbing heart. Up until the last moment of having him near me made me feel like somehow we both still cannot let loose of the grip. But I know we have to. It is the only way we can heal, and grow. Yet, out of wondering and talking about who's who and what's what but no turning tables, I felt happy. And only then did the tears finally come. But I was lucky enough to manage not to show him. (Perks of wearing eyeglasses wink)

I know that only by acknowledging all my fault and wrong doings would help me free my heart from all the hatred and sadness. And so I did. I admitted the things I haven't been able to admit to myself and he did the same. It was a good talk indeed. I tried so hard to not tell everyone what I was really feeling but honestly, part of me was hoping he would tell me how much he loves me and how much we needed to fall back together. But of course, he didn't do that. :D I wouldn't be writing this if he did. :)

As much as I wanna talk about everything, I still want to keep it somehow private since the other party is not really a fan of this portion (blogging about my inner most thoughts haha and I hope you guys understand why). But the whole point of writing this post is because I wanna share how clear my mind is right now, ever since we had the talk. :) I am raising my hand and admitting that I was drowned by the sadness, anger and hatred that was caused by the sudden misunderstanding (as I would call it). But now I feel free. My mind is free from hoping and waiting for a text that I know I would never again receive. The how are you, i miss you, i wanna see you text messages that would never again appear on my inbox. I have finally realized that love isn't about hearts and flowers. Although I am still willing to believe in those. :) I am not closing my heart for anymore opportunities of having someone beside me who'll stand by me through anything. :) I am young and I know God has plans for me. :)

I now have a clear mind and heart that I know will help me face the upcoming challenges and obstacles that God has planned for me. The fight is over. I am waving the white flag. Everything is clear to me now. I found clarity in his eyes and deep inside my heart. I am okay. And I know I gahdamn deserve to be. :)

Goodnight everyone and make sure you sleep with a clear mind, heart and conscience. :) 
Ps, please dont hate. Everything said in this blog post is my opinion and nonetheless accept it and respect it. :) XOXO, tesle

Chewy Junior

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Ola! 
So few weeks back, my brother and I together with our friends tried Chewy Junior
for the first time. It was so yummy and I love it! :)
I tried it in their store in Megamall. :) Its a simple shop
filled with yummy treats! :) CREAM PUFF in different flavors!
Im a certified sweet tooth so I really enjoyed Chewy Junior! :)





Im craving for more freshly baked Cream Puffs! :)
So if you're a sweet tooth like me, make sure to drop by in Chewy Junior and
try their delicious sweet treats! :)

XOXO
tee

04-30-13

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Ola!! :)
So this was the 2nd time that we were
asked to do Bea's hair, make up and outfit.



I was so happy and proud of what I did
to her hair because it looks elegant.
Her first dress for the night was a plain sexy
white dress. So I decided to put her hair up.
Everyone liked Bea's up-do. :)
Plus the flower crown. (look at my post here!)




Fresh look for the 1st set. :)


We also did Georgia's (girl in the left) hair and make up.
They both look stunning, don't they? :)


Change outfit for Bea. :)
I also provided her beautiful gown but
unfortunately wasn't able to take a picture of it.
Her makeup was also changed into a darker shade
so it matches with the gown. :)


Bea & Georgia looked lovely and they were
both happy with their over all look! :)
I was very happy too. :)

If you happen to need a hair & make up artist
and a fashion stylist (any event)
Please feel free to email me at:
tesletee@yahoo.com
XOXO
tee

04-26-2013

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Doing the Hair and Make up for Bea Ramirez.
This was in Eastwood last Friday.
(April 26, 2013)


Meg did her make up while I was the one
in charge of her outfits and hair for the pageant.


I wasn't able to take more and closer pictures because
at that time, Bea was so nervous.
She was happy with her over-all look.
And we were happy too, because she was so
generous and she really loved what we did to her
so she gave us a big tip. ;)

If you need a HMUA & Fashion Stylist please feel free
to email me at:
tesletee@yahoo.com

XOXO
tee

Pressed Powder Review

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Ola! So this is a simple make up review for my
favorite pressed powder. I use this everyday because it's very light
in the face and it makes me look radiant.
It's not like the other pressed powders that I've tried because
it's not too cake-y. And it's just smooth and easy.



This is a new one since I finished my old one already. Haha
It took me 3 months to finish it. :)
Hope you guys can try this pressed powder too.
I bet you'll like it. :)


I always buy my Nichido Fancy Colors Pressed Powder
in Watsons. :) And it's VERY AFFORDABLE.
XOXO
tee

Au Naturale

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Basic top: Random store in Japan
Mint Green Skater Skirt: Greenhills
6 inch Booties: Forever 21
Flower Crown: Jenny's
Necklace: Girlshoppe





XOXO
tee

Keeping it Casual

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Ola! So this is my first outfit post in this blog.
This is my ootd (outfit of the day).


Please forgive my awful editing skills.
I only edit my photos through iPhoto. :)


Plain white top: Forever 21
Polo: Marks & Spencer
Black Shorts: Greenhills
Wrist watch: Guess
Silver Flats: Tory Burch



Im keeping this a short post because I just got home from 
Megamall, Juanito's and Silantro. :)
Stay tuned for my upcoming posts!
Goodnight and I hope everyone's having a good week.
XOXO
tee


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