Reaching Happy Never After

As I continue to update this blog with all my outfit posts and sponsored posts, I do not want to forget the number one reason why I created this blog.. To share my innermost thoughts through creative writing. It's been a week since school started. I am, however, still trying to balance my time between studying Psychology in Lasalle, and taking up Fashion Design classes at Fashion Institute of the Philippines. I can actually say that my life is wonderful and I am pretty much occupied everyday. But it doesn't cover up those times when I feel like a crumpled up piece of paper. I have become an introvert. Instead of talking and chatting to everyone around me as the old Tesle would do, I'd rather stay silent and listen to music. I get alot of compliments everyday, people telling me how blooming I look or how different I seem after everything. Despite all these, I still feel nothing.. Not the emo kind of nothing. It's literally nothing. Like, a blank page. I don't know how I've become like this, because it's not the usual me. Or maybe this is a new me? I really don't know. So please don't be surprised if you see me alone, because that is by choice. Hahaha. Everyday, an awkward moment happens to me. And it's like, all those little awkward moment was meant to happen. It's crazy. Like some scene in an old movie. Considering everything that happened to me, I've come to realize that there is no such thing as a happy ending. There is, however, a new beginning. :) Insert song "Payphone" by Maroon 5 ;)

Starbucks Shangri La Mall

Side Story: I got stranded in Shang because it rained so hard last friday
and it was so hard to hail a cab. So I decided to stay in Shang for awhile.
Just my luck, my iPhone's battery died and I needed to charge,
good thing the barista in Starbucks Shang was so nice, he assisted me. ;)
*Plus he's a cutie. Hehehe :p*
I sat beside a couple who was kind enough to share their table
with me since the place was crowded and I was alone so yeah. :))

Happy Lemon in Shangri La Mall

Side Story: I was waiting for my brother to pick me up from FIP.
But he was stuck in traffic so I went to Shang alone.
I was trying to avoid the couples on their date night
so I decided to have a drink in Happy Lemon. :D
It was such a wrong move because couples suddenly sat beside me.
Hugging and holding each other's hands. LOL
I was trapped between two different couples. :))
I didn't know what to do so I just drew some sketches there
until I finished my cup of tea. :)

Ps. I don't hate love. :p I just hate the idea of being alone and the like.


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