As I look back, I saw myself two years younger, I was that skinny girl - a fashion wanna be as some people may have addressed me. But all those crazy, awkward stages has got me to where I am right now. It wasn't easy to take that ladder but I'm glad I did. I am so glad I did. Couple of years ago I never thought I'd get into where I am right now, I never even thought I'd become so proud of myself, all I knew was I had a dream. And I'd do everything to pursue that dream. Technically, I haven't reached that dream yet - because it involves being in a real fashion world, I wanted to be a writer, a columnist, a journalist but I took up Bachelor of Science in Psychology instead. No shame though, I never thought I'd do a lot of things that being a Psych student has made me over come. I don't even want to tell you guys about it for it involves a syringe, some Formaldehyde (Actually a lot of it!) and more so it requires a strong stomach (idiomatic expression - the ability to handle very unpleasant things without feeling ill)
If you are going to ask me why I ever chose Psychology instead of something else, I do not even know. (I am serious) But whenever I think about it I have no regrets (Okay, that's a lie. I have tons of regrets before but that's just because it was
Work today, work tomorrow and enjoy every part of it. Life may seem dark right now but it'll pass. Those bad days shall pass. Focus on being you, focus on doing the things you love, the things you are passionate about. Because you get what you work for. Always.
So for everyone feeling down right now (and by down I mean sad or lonely oh you get it!) especially for those girls who feel lost, who can't seem to find the right direction, it's okay. It's actually okay to make mistakes, I have made a lot of mistakes in the past but what's important is to always, ALWAYS pick yourself up and don't let ANYONE (yes including your boyfriend, or in some cases your parents) take the sunshine out of your a$$. Don't let anything ruin your day, and most importantly your life. It maybe a bit shaky for you right now but you'll make it. You'll go through it with a bright smile on your face (and maybe a new bag or two.. it somehow helps.. me I guess.. *wink*)
Do everything with love
PS. This is the best entry for #TesleTalks (a lot)